Well Roy,royplumber wrote: ↑Mon May 23, 2022 6:26 pm its fear and rejection but the fear I can see. passivity being alone and a 1,000 other fears that join that lot. The journey started when the Holy Spirit showed me gently very very gently that i was worshiping a gold calf. it was like are you sure you want me to show you this.
I had deliverance to remove a religious spirit I would break out in tears many times for 3-6 months that religous spirit was gone and it seamed my flesh pined for it back.
Then the next part of the journey unfolded. Because I belive I've been taught well but I had to go round the world thankful for that. I do understand about hiding in the bushes and do all the things Adam did. Thank you Adam.
it is all demonic and can be cast out. it will all just come back in without the maturity.
I think to be a overcomer I may have to just keep pressing in to the father. Which I find hard for the first time in my 30 years of following Jesus and 10 years following the father. I know the blindness is effected by my unsound mind (fear)
I just wonder if I am getting closer to the truth so all hells breaking out. Not a feelings anyone do I follow.
Oh he loves me I believe that
You have issues that you are handling in strange ways.
Life is much more simple than you have made your life out to be.
Do you have a GOOD local church that you are attending?